I realize I seem to always disappear for months... makes me twitch, honestly. But I am alive and well. Or as well as I can be. I am still working at Buffalo Wild Wings, and it is going pretty good. I get along with everyone pretty well, but I am thinking of finding another job simply because I am not sustaining enough hours to support myself without trouble. I am still in school, though my emotional status is making it a bit hard to concentrate.. had my psych 3 mid-term tonight. Hope I did well.

I haven't been able to draw lately, though I have had a list of people that have been wanting me to draw up tattoo's for them, which if I end up doing and end up being good at I think it might be a fun side-job...

I miss you terribly.. all of you, but I suppose you might always guess that. I am in between places a bit again, but mostly because the boyfriend and I are trying to settle out differences.. and try to work things out. Yippee, right?

In any matter, E-MAIL my ass: halfatablet@aol.com

I don't care if its just a simple hi. I would like to know how all of my old rp buddies are doing these days... never know whats going on in your lives anymore. But know I think of you guys.

Anyway, i'm at the college right now... and can't stay on much longer, but just wanted to throw in a small update for anyone who cares to read this rubbish these days. :]

xoxo
chasi

.. well i have a new job now.
which i have been needing considering i have been applying everywhere.

i start training tomorrow.. and yeah, its not the BEST job, but at least it'll put money in my pocket.

also, exams have been going well.

my psychology one is tomorrow.. hopefully i do great.

my life, aside of the oncoming of this most recent turnout of actually having a job again, has been a mess.

my boyfriend, yes the boyfriend, is making me an emotional wreck.

i find myself getting physically sick from being so upset about things, or when we fight.. my nerves are cracked.

how can you prove to someone how much you love them? i am trying so damn hard too. and yet... he doesn't seem to be feeling much of the same way these days.

i miss us. :/

anyway.
alive and signing out.

I miss you guys.

I still have no internet access at the moment.

I started college - or at least dipped my feet in.

I miss you. God damnit.

<3


.. don't forget about me.

I swear I will get internet and talk to you all soon. I swear. I miss you all. I miss roleplaying. I miss conversations. Some of you are/were closer to me than half the people I am friends with that I know face-to-face. Don't forget that.

I love you.

if you can text:
(note me for area code as i don't want to just display my number for everyone, haha)6002741

chasilove

george carlin died.
i actually think i might cry about this.
i absolutely loved that man.
for his comedy,
his blunt statements,
his crude and cynical words.
and fuck you attitude.
imma miss him... :[

WTF, why do all the amazing people have to die.
____

so lately, i have been on subeta. o_o the server sucks balls, but i am actually quite entertained by the site itself. i never thought i would be. i tried to get into it a while ago, never worked.. but now, i kinda enjoy it. crazy, mn?

ifeelcrazy.

i think i am going to go make myself some tea. :3

OH and hey,





























... missyouGUYS!

that makes me smile anymore (lately):

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^ heh, she was chewin' on a balloon ribbon

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[and hey, i know i still owe like six replies. things have been hectic, and i have been super emotional, so if you don't mind that being somewhat leaked into my characters, i will make up those replies soon -- i know you keep hearing it, but i will. sorry i have been delaying things so much. don't hate me, please..]